Im thinking on my own feet, and another step to go is to be free from the fear of being mediocre. I am indeed a mediocre, everyone is, at least at some parts of myself. I have to tell myself, I cant afford to be good at everything, yeah?
I think I have take my rest time long enough, and the struggle to get up is not smooth sailing, where I have failed to get up by many times. I am on my way to make clear of my mind, of what I am to do and what I want to get. But of all, I want to remind myself to be raw and open, not having the need to hide anything of myself, esp if it's my flaws as a mere human.
I hope I am brave again. But this time, with an extra edge of wisdom.