It was a turbulence. Violent shot. Deep wound. It heals but
leaves a scar. Although sometimes, the wound will open. But dear me, it is just
what real life is. Through misery, we learn to appreciate. We learn to see. We
learn to be wise. Increasing in ages, would only mean ur wisdom should as be as
much as the figure of the years.
I seek life. And i seek to learn.
Life has brought me to meet a lot of people. Knowing them.
Getting close to them. And know we share many common things. I find what
feelings are. Identify them with many people. As the say goes, only those who
feel will understand.
So many people have dreams. I just learn how risky it is –
to dream. No one ever told me before though. Because they think it is a risk
Your heart. The one
that you now feel it’s beats. That pumps your blood through your circulatory
system, providing your body oxygen to keep living. Yes. That heart. Your are putting it on the bet.
My heart was broken. When i built my dream, I dont know the
risk ( or rather i thought my dream has no risk). But now, i know it well. Previously,I reached a point that i even said : it’s
better not to dream. Just live on your life. Go by the flow. And just let the
fate lead you. Better indeed than being punch hard right on the chest when you
know what you have dream of is nothing but pieces of shattered glasses.
I dragged heavily my heart along through the fated journey. I
tried hard to comprehend every bit of the designated path i was compelled to
It was so painful to swallow in the too much information of
reality i was sought to understand.
A few months have passed. And almost like our immune system,
after a few period of times, we would be more resistent to the hardships (or
pathogens) that infect our lives (or body). We start to accept. And much more
comprehendly, know that there are a few things in life that cannot be
explained. Fate is controlled by God. Only Him, who has the infinity of knowledges
and bounties, would know why it happens and why should it be that way.
I proposedly write this post to let everyone who suffers
from heartache to know, you are not alone going through all this. I know how it
feels. And how severely injured your heart is. I wish i could be there to share
the mutual feeling. But more to it is that, you have to be strong to get up
After a strike of fall, take the sword and stand up back
The heartaches. There would be more of these in lives. But like
what my dad says : jadi orang yang berhati besar.
Take a break for some moments, and then let’s move on.
Through your route towards redemption, you will find people
who mean you the most in life.